Today sitting with a soupçon of hope
the kind that wraps around like smoke designed
to bypass all the doors I’ve firmly closed,
I glimpse into present. Now is just fine
so why do I worry and project doom?
Scare tactics I created to survive
come crashing down. Good riddance. I make room
for new insights upon which I will thrive.
Listen, as all the old systems crumble,
detox, deterge, release. Weep if you must.
Illusions we’ve anchored life on tumble
leaving us free. Imagine limitless.
Inspired by: Deterge, Design, Survive and Soupçon.
Featured image is a Rose of Sharon juxtaposing old withered petals, new vibrant blooms and bursting red buds. How nature brings the exact lesson I need!
Title is from a folk song I still love to play and sing: Today by Randy Sparks.
Many are swayed into choosing sides or saviors, because it gives them comfort with the vivid unknown that is 2020. Let those aspects have their experience, and try not to be disheartened by the dismantling (even your own).~Sandra Walter
I begin to move through the universe
calling to myself to rise from deep sleep
in all my dimensions, a coded verse
that stirs clarity as the meanings seep
through my impetuous ways. I hear you
as I claim my shadow, faint rumbling
or a high sweet bell, just a glimpse near you
I remember this! before tumbling
into now. Dim memories rise and I
suspect what I reject needs all my love.
I will not watch it burn, nor dignify
its passage; this is ordained from above
our comprehension. Be here now! This year
awakens escalations of tension
as we see, integrate, release our fears
stepping one by one into ascension.
Inspired by: Impetuous, Glimpse and Suspect.
He flings himself into the grass,
eyebrows knit. I am so
sad. As his emotion moves me
I feel it, I say. He glares,
It’s mine. You don’t feel it!
entering outrage and I
wake from my tight self-
containment. So many years
trying to remain inconspicuous
in the flood, building dams
and walls–so high–I’m still
tethered to the scene
of the crime. He clearly
doesn’t need my empathy, just
this empowered opening to dance
with the colors of his aliveness.
Watched now by all the obstinate
children in my lineage punished
for our own spirited being.
And just like that, he’s through
the spectrum and laughing with sheer
joy that heart sight yields in the
unobstructed waves of the truly free.
I’m pulled out of these old bones,
wrinkled skin plumping in this new
ringing space of love’s connection.
Inspired by: Inconspicuous, Wake, Knit and Obstinate.